Are you feeling broken?

"THere Once was a girl who sat on a wall
All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't break her fall
She was banished from the kingdom
Because of what she could't run away from
And hasn't been home since then"  -me

 Are you feeling a little like "Humpty Dumpty". I know for me, there are endless days
where I feel broken, torn down, and just worn out. You feel as though you are walking with
a huge cloud over your head that just won't go away. But what is reality? Is that reality?
Yes I've been hurting, but I breathe and wake up each day, I have two beautiful children
who adore me, ad so many other BLESSINGS I take for granted.
 Someone onced asked me what my situation was, I responded ,"My situation is Jesus came and
died for the ungodly, that's my situation!" How awesome is that!
If you are looking at your own circumstances to bring you happiness you will never find it.Never.
If you are looking at what Our Savior Jesus Christ has done for you, my friends, you will find JOY!
And that's the truth =)

"In Him we have redemption through His Blood, the forgiveness of our sins,
acccording to the riches of His grace.."
                                                        Ephesians 1:7

Encouragement For You

"He Gives power to the weak and to those who have no might He increases strength" ISaiah 40:29

Encountering real suffering can be heart breaking and difficult. As I suffer through emotional and physical

pain I realize that I am not alone..others suffer as well. Knowing Christ is with me at all times, in the darkness and

in the light has brought me great comfort. I'm not alone. Do you feel alone today in your darkness? Let

the comfort of others, my story, those around you, but most of all Christ, allow the Light to shine in your heart.

 TRULY, you are not alone. As I call out to God for strength and comfort, may you join with me in drawing

near to our Savior. He loves us, and we are not alone..in due time He will strengthen us and use our suffering

for His glory. Don't loose hope friend.NOTHING can thwart God's precious LOVE for you and I, not even

what you are experiencing..

"But God demonstrates His own Love for us in this: While we were still sinners, CHRIST died for us"

                                                                                                                        Romans 5:8

Fires of Sorrow

Let me walk thru the fires of sorrow,
God has allowed me be,
where anguish has no name,
Let my light shine thru the pain;

Let me walk thru fires of sorrow,
where all my pride is burned,
a broken heart and a life lesson learned;

Let me walk thru fires of sorrow,
where the stormy clouds will bring rain
and sooth this aching heart tomorrow;

Let me walk thru fires of sorrow,
where lusts and sin are seared.
I am left holy and He is left revered;

Let me walk thru the fires of sorrow,
where all my woes are dust and I am brought low,
and I must then look to HIM in trust;

Let me walk thru the fires of sorrow...

Cancer is just a face

To Feel the cool midnight breeze
or bask on the shoreline reef
-Cancer is just a face


To beat on drums, Play guitar
to look up at the stars
-Cancer is just a face


To hear bells play as I lay
in His grace
-Cancer is just a face


To help a hurting soul and change
a heart that's cold
-Cancer is just a face


The Light of Beauty I will always embrace
-Cancer is just a face




(to all my fellow sufferers..I LOVE YOU..A GOOD LIFE WELL LIVED is of better worth than that of just a long life)

When All Things Crumble

                   Sustain Me

My heart breaks
My heart aches
My heart takes
only so much
I wake just to breathe
I sleep just to dream
I know you're still alive in me
When days have no meaning
I gotta keep believing
that you're still sustaining me
I can't wish for "happy"
so fruitless, so shallow,
give me something more to keep me
going each day
and so I ponder that light that leads me closer to you
that leads me your way.
I hurt and I sigh but you're there to dry
those broken tears away
I wept bitterly over life
and screamed till my lungs were blue
"where are you God, where are you?"
I sat alone with no one home
ready to end my time
It was then you spoke to me
You came like a dove upon my heart
reassurring me..
Today is not your day
but that everyday is my day to live in Him
in His care and in His love,
I have a purpose to fufill
Today it's His will
Sustain Me

Still Hanging In There

I am who?

I am

Beautiful not Bitter

I am

Strong not weak

I am

Pure not naughty

I am well written, Blundering no words

I am

Classy never Sassy

I am

Sweet never Sarcastic

I am Womanly and not a Girl

I am

Clear as Clarity.. Never Muddled nor Mixed

I am..

I am Lovely not the Vixen

I am the Heroe not the Villain

I am

I am

AM I????

or MAYBE it was the other way around..